Random Thoughts: 9

In retrospective, a few circumstances propelled me towards using escorts over dating or picking up women.

1] The quality of amateur internet porn increased to such an extent from 1996-1999 that I could no longer justify or visualize myself fucking average or subaverage women. There was a time when I hit on/ did it with plain and ugly women. Fantasizing about fucking a hot chick while doing an ugly one just did not cut it anymore.

2] Once I started bartering/ buying runaway pussy, it became very obvious that a young gal was always a better option than some jaded ugly cougar. It helps that women who really need money are often very compliant and nice, if they are operating by themselves.

3] Unless you are black, non-white men are not seen as desirable by white women. I have no intention of changing any minds, as people deserve the consequences of their actions.

4] I realised that both marriage and dating were bad deals for guys as they had to spend a lot of time trying to either outsmart or please women, irrespective of race. Why live as a slave, when you can live as a free man?

5] High rates of rejection based on criteria such as race, money or looks made me lose the ability to see women as humans. It is cowardly to treat others better than they treat you.

6] Escort review boards started flourishing on the Internet after 1999. My first half decent job came along in 2000. Can you see the perfect storm developing?

I changed a lot between the begining of 1999 and late 2000. In rerospect, it is apparent that the decisions I made at that time have defined my life- for better or worse. If I had a couple of decent relationships before mid-1999, I might have chosen a very different path.

I am happy that a combination of circumstances opened a door to my current path, and would not have it any other way.

  1. SO many uncertainties
    March 18, 2010 at 7:42 pm

    “or looks”

    when women read that, they view you as the highest form of hypocrite.

    Do you think I care about what women think?

  2. SO many uncertainties
    March 19, 2010 at 8:02 am

    Maybe not. But you should care about being internally consistent, like the men you look up to.

    I only look upto myself.

  3. Vincent Ignatius
    March 24, 2010 at 4:55 pm

    1 – This has done a lot to inflate men’s standards. Not sure if it’s good or bad. Doesn’t matter anyway; it’s here to stay.

    3 – Very dependent on the woman and the race of the guy. By American standards I’m not quite white, but I’m usually acceptable to whites, hispanics and asians alike. If I had children with any of these groups, the children would definitely be able to pass for the mother’s race/ethnicity. Now you have some idea what I look like.

    4 – I’ve already reached the same conclusion for marriage and I’m slowly accepting that for dating. I actually do pretty well getting dates and getting laid, but I no longer value girls as much as I did. Maybe I’ve had too much sex, maybe my testosterone is decreasing with age, or maybe I’ve just smartened up.

    5 – Maybe I’m different because my ratio of acceptance:rejection isn’t too low. I’m not a bad looking guy, so even before game I scored some very cute girls. However, I do view females as a lower quality of human than men. It’s not their fault the accident of civilization came from men, but that’s just how it is. It truly is a man’s world. We built this world and set the standards. By male standards, women are usually vile creatures, but by the standards of nature, we’re no better or worse.

    6 – Have to love the internet. Where else can you have a dildo and a bible shipped in the same box? amazon dot com

    I stopped bothering about the opinions of other people years ago.. it is all about me, not them.

  4. Vincent Ignatius
    March 25, 2010 at 4:06 am

    Is that why comments are disabled on your blog?


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